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Name: Graham
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Metro: Richmond
Birthday: 7/12/1988
Gender: Male


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Member Since: 9/28/2004

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Saturday, July 09, 2005

Tonight's the night to end it all
Tonight's the night I paint the walls.

Tonight's the night I stain the floor
Tonight's the night I say no more.

This noose is my brush
Perhaps a gun instead.
Gonna paint these walls tonight
Paint them till I'm DEAD.


Farewell to the one I loved...the one who I never forgot. Nicole, things between us never got any better, and for that I am sorry. I just wish I could have been everything you wanted me to be. And to everyone who will call me selfish for this... I'm not. It's my shit, my pain, my life, my choice. Find another friend to replace me, cuz I'm just another face in the croud anyway. Goodnight for good. I will ask someone to put something up in a few days a sort of info thingy, or as a memory thing, or something. I don't know, I'm too preoccupied right now. Bye.

If anyone is interested, here is the collection of pictures I have taken over the last year. Yeah it's stupid, but maybe someone will want to remember me.


Friday, January 21, 2005

Daaaamn son this snow is fuckin tizzight! It's supposed to throwdown some massive inches tomorrow, and I can't wait! Hopefuly we wont have to go to school monday!


Sunday, January 16, 2005

Dude, I am so fucking good right now. I mean, all that shit that I thought was bad...ITS NOT! It was just a huge fucking misunderstanding that resolved itself in like 10 minutes! I RULE! *skanks* Anyway, hope all u kids have a nice safe 3 day fucking weekend too! *skanks more* Later kids.


Sunday, January 09, 2005

 So....tired...bleh...
On a completly unrelated note, I got some sweet new pictures. Check them out....if you think you can handle them boys.

 

 


God damnit I am so bored. Sleep doesnt happen when its the weekend, so here I am. It probably has something to do with the impending fear of confronting Jessica about the cheating issue. But whatever. Later Kids.



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